​swan wings

[Verse 1]
Say I'm just another depressed teen
Yeah, my past isn't that clean
Addicted to nicotine
Just a shoulder is all I need
Before I fall apart all alone
Visit my grave and envision my body below
Willow tree stands in the meadow
You can cry all you want
My heart will never restart
In the shadows or the dark
Now you'll come to a road with a fork
Leave or stay, what is your worth
All night you debate back and forth
Stay alive or sleep in the earth
Look at the pain I caused
When I couldn't respond
And I stayed withdrawn
Do you want the same for yourself
And tell your family farewell
Show the world you're strong
I'm the only one who should be gone
You're beautiful like a swan
Grow your wings and fly to the sky and beyond
Leave behind the thought of me
That's the only way you'll be free

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]
My body lays in the dirt
But you still have my heart
I hope you're never hurt
I would always defend you
Even if I had to take my last breathe
And never again continue
But loyalty was never an issue
I wanted to love you but I was unfit to
Too broken for devotion
So they all ripped my chest right open
But now that my eyes are finally closing
Saying their final words, they're choking
I say goodbye to this world
And leave behind a life I never deserved
I just wanted to show my emotions
But really I was drowning in an ocean
My thoughts pulled me down
Goodbye to my thoughts of a wedding gown
I was struggling to stay afloat
Lost my energy and lost my control
I sunk to the bottom and
Right then I decided to let go
For good