Swan Song

[Verse]
If I’m being honest I’m never coming home
God as my witness I’ll let it cave in on it’s own

Haven’t been moving on so much as playing dumb
‘Cause I’m addicted to the way you make me come undone

And I know this isn’t all there is
Took years to convince myself to quit
I’m tired of needing you like this

My love I have nothing left to give
No more embraces and only ifs
My patience is only growing stiff

[Chorus]
I just want to know
How it feels to be the one that disappears
I just wanna know
How it feels to be the one that leaves you, dear

I just wanna know
How it feels to not be buried in these tears
I just wanna know
How it feels to shed the weight of all these years

[Verse]
And I’ve been a greedy lover
Biting more than I can chew
But nothing ever changes
If I stay in love with you

My god, I’m not going under
With everything we ever knew
Think of our unborn daughter
And light her candle under the full moon

If you wanna hear me scream
Bleed out and watch me wipe you clean
Ask me kindly baby
Please
Please
Please

[Chorus]
I just want to know
How it feels to be the one that disappears
I just wanna know
How it feels to be the one that leaves you, dear

I just wanna know
How it feels to not be buried in these tears
I just wanna know
How it feels to shed the weight of all these years

[Verse]
If I’m being honest I was never coming home
Won’t be there waiting for you to make me feel outgrown

Held fast to heartfelt promise
A lifelong lover fondness
Strange clarity growing conscious
Tell me you feel it too

Swan song don’t cry for too long
Loose ends get clipped and moved along
Aren’t you so tired of being strong?

Swan song don’t cry for too long
Loose ends get clipped and moved along
Aren’t you so tired of being strong?