Emilie Autumn
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“Swallow” is about Emilie Autumn’s struggles with bipolar disorder and the question of whether or not to take medication. She feels as though “drowning” is inevitable, yet she’s so desperate to keep her head above water that she’s considering a treatment she doesn’t feel optimistic about.
[Intro]
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will—
I will swallow
[Verse 1]
I'll tell the truth: all of my songs
Are pretty much the fucking same
I'm not a faerie but I need
More than this life so I became
This creature representing more to you
Than just another girl
And if I had a chance to change my mind
I wouldn't for the world
[Pre-Chorus]
Twenty years sinking slowly
Can I trust you?
But I don't want to
[Chorus]
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep, deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
[Post-Chorus]
I will swallow
I will—
I will swallow
[Verse 2]
I don't want to be a legend
Well that's a god-damn lie, I do
To say I do this for the people
I admit is hardly true
You tell me everything's all right
As though it's something you've been through
You think this torment is romantic
Well it's not, except to you
[Pre-Chorus]
Twenty years sinking slowly
Can I trust you?
But I don't want to
[Chorus]
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep, deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
[Bridge]
Low tide and high tea the oysters are waiting for me
If I'm not there on time, I'll send my emissary
If I Photoshop you out of every picture, I could go quietly — quiet!
But would that do any good?
Will it hurt? No, it won't
Then what am I so afraid of?
Filthy Victorians
They made me what I'm made of
The brighter the light, the darker the shadow
I don't need a minder, I've made up my mind
Go away
[Pre-Chorus]
Twenty years sinking slowly
Can I trust you?
But I don't want to
[Chorus]
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep, deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
[Chorus]
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
I will swallow if it will help my sea level go down
I'll take a deep, deep breath
But I'll come back to haunt you if I drown
[Outro]
I'll take a deep, deep breath
I'll take a deep—
I'll take a deep—
Swallow was written by Emilie Autumn.
Swallow was produced by Emilie Autumn.
Emilie Autumn released Swallow on Mon Oct 23 2006.