Survivors Guilt

Have a bean in the suite yeah, I might as well
I made it but it's lonely, got survivors guilt
I got survivors guilt
Uh, Wanna see who make it I got survivors guilt
Have a bean In the suite yeah I might as well
Is she gonna stay down only time will tell
See I made it out and now I got survivors guilt
I’m good now but now I got survivors guilt

My new baby look like she could've be in Destiny’s Child
Juiced up off them steroids feel like Mark McGuire
I would tell you I ain't with the shit but bitch I’m not a liar
I don’t wanna talk about this shit I don’t like socializing
Yeah, we don’t gotta vocalize it
Baby, uh
Just try be open minded
Uh, yea
I could tell you’re a social climber
Uh, I had to put myself in a different environment
Throwing shit up like 23 firemen
Thank you bitch not Billy Ray Cyrus
My bitch bought herself a car I think she spent about twenty eight thousand
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Champagne? night Van shot up
I done lived through ghost stories I’m not haunted
I just did more drugs than Hunter S Thompson
It doesn’t bother me to speak to someone less often
I didn't want to cut you off but you showed me you where dishonest

I have trust issues
I confided in you
I wish I knew if you were telling me the truth but, uh
I’m alive and well
I still have survivors guilt
Pop a bean in the suite might as well
Cause I'm up and I've got survivals guilt

I'm on molly I’m on perky that’s a colossal collision
Called me on video so I had to go tell her your honor I did it
Put me in kind of a awkward position
I knew I should've followed my instincts
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I can tell that you love playing the victim now
Baby (blue) Tell me everything ima make it better again ? Empty ?
Rode a bitch like a ten speed
I just took off her two piece
New breed, I am not a nerd but boy I’m too geeked
Boy im too geeked
Two freaks one day of the week she just suffering
I ain’t gonna play dumb with you I discovered it
You was acting weird/ a certain way and I uncovered it
I am not inspector gadget bitch I on go on dates and shit, uh
Hah
Me, yeah I’ll break a bitch
Came a long way from serving up a eighth of mid
I done made a lotta mistakes and then I paid for it
I got red pilled but understood the problems that came with it
Now I got survivors guilt, now I got survivors guilt
Uh, so

Burn a bag on fire might as well, bitch
Fuck it i got survivors guilt
I got survivors- vivors guilt
I feel all by myself
In a suite at a nice hotel
But you'll never tell that I’m just suffering like you
Searching for discovery like you
Admit my insecurity like you
I don't like being lied to
Play some game on me, that bitch tried to
Somewhere over the rainbow I just caught a -
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You can tell I’m in the same clothes
I can see a bitch get nervous go into escape mode
I wish I could talk to him but now he's just my angel
I just came at it from different angles
You done left a hold on me, and strangled me, yeah
Now my heart is dangling, uh
Don’t think that I don’t remember everyday
Now I got survivors guilt
Mix the lean with the drink yeah I might as well