Surmise

It was always meant for me to be here
I always saw the glass as half full just to be clear
I bought two first class tickets this is my feet chair
Rich as I am and I’m still wearing streetwear
No designer
I don’t pander to no community
If I said it I meant it I ain’t looking for immunity
This year I’m only speaking what’s real and doing what’s true to me
Homie you don’t know me this the newer me
As you could see my skin glowing hair waving like I been bathing in a hundred cases of cocoa butter somewhere in Ghanaian retreats
You know the hate digging deep when I depart
What’s wrong bro? Is my position hurting your heart
Or is it that I made from trenchеs where you would start
Gotta crawl beforе you gallop
Don’t put the horse before the cart
Then complain
You think I just woke up fly in the sky?
I won’t say be like me
I can’t guarantee you’ll survive
Too many bullets
Too many heartbreaks exist on this side
In order to live like me you gotta die a million times
You ain’t that
Accept who you are and write your raps
I been gone for a minute but I’m back

I married the hustle I said I do
I promised God I would accept what come with it too
On the condition that my son never confused
And think I don’t love him when he the only one I do
I mean truly
My heart break every second away from you
I’m sorry I brought you into a world that I couldn’t choose
What Hov say?
Nobody wins when the family feud
Even when I win in court you still lose
And that’s real rap
I just hope you know I tried to compromise
I did everything I could outside of giving my rights
As a man you’ll understand one day it’ll all surmise
Hell is nothing to a Woman when bitterness in her eyes
Couple million in a villa for when you feeling deprived
Remember your name is William dont fall a victim to lies
You’ll always be an Evans and you always be my son
You my first born baby you number one
I love you son