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By the end of the night
Hope that I don't wake up
Losing this fight
After tryna restart
I just don't mind
Whatever goes wrong
Couldn't save me tonight
But just know that that's fine

It's fine to feel some guilt when you really tried
Didn't really feel much anyway
Safe to say that I think you'll be alright
I don't want you thinking that it's all your fault

Did anybody care?
I hope they loved it
Seeing the sunrise die in a person
I don't want this to happen too often
I can't see the bright lights
People said too much, now they're just silent
My soft heartache is cutting off the moment
What's the purpose? where is the surface?
I'm finding it hard to breathe right now

(What are you doing here?)

Running circles
Guess I'm out of my mind
Nothing special
Worthless waste of my time
Sentimental
But I struggle to find
Any value in what I've been building this time
I could run away
Say goodbye to everything
But I won't
'Cause I hate the work of severing
Loose ends but I'll never do it anyway
Losing certainty of everything inside of me

Did anybody care?
I hope they loved it
Seeing the sunrise die in a person
I don't want this to happen too often
I can't see the bright lights
People said too much, now they're just silent
My soft heartache is cutting off the moment
What's the purpose? where is the surface?
I'm finding it hard to breathe right now