Supposed To

Sometimes I'm reminded of you
Like a bad dream, I'm repeating the view
As I lie here awake, picturing your stupid face
I realize how stupid it is, I'm still thinking of you

But I'm sinking in quicksand, stuck in a room
All the windows are closed, with no light seeping through
It was supposed to be you
It was supposed to be you

And I heard that you're doing fine
Maybe that's cause we were doomed by design
And it's the same thing all over
Only this time I'm 'sposed to be strong
But if you were my weakness, you'd think I'd be quick to be move

Oh, but I'm sinking in quicksand, stuck in a room
All the windows are closed, with no light seeping through
It was supposed to be you
It was supposed to be you

And how can you still be smiling?
When I'm calling all my best friends crying?
It was supposed to be you, supposed to be you
And I'm staring at the mess you crafted
Me discovering the girl you thought you knew
If I remember the truth, it was supposed to be you
Supposed to

And I feel like I'm crazy
Like a stranger in my own chaotic mind
But I'll keep pressing on
'Cause somewhere I know that there's light
Oh, I hope for the magic
Someone who will love me right