Supposed To Be

[Chorus: Shwabadi]
What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me
Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally
Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat
This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken

[Verse 1: Shwabadi]
Something in me that I can't ignore, carnivores
Blood is tainted, drain it, stain the Hardwood floor
You saw in black and white, but now it's changed up like a Harpsichord
You can not step up now, don't touch the things you can't afford, you can't afford
Cause I am the product of people as products
They tried to make stars out of kids that were fodder
But don't even bother, that life isn't for us
If we're being honest society's wild and I'm seeking the forest
I'm seeking to forage, the meaning that's for us
And I mean some days, man, I feel like Adonis
But some days I'm sick to the pit of my stomach
Can't stick it, of course I'mma vomit
Of course I've been sick of divisionist systems
But who am I? To deny that my nature, it is or it isn't
Exactly what they had envisioned, exactly what they told me from the start, you get what you're given
You're marked as a piston, but I've played the part of a cog that won't fit in, we can break the machine from within it
Life is savage, go from aiming for the sky to aiming down the sights of automatics
Turning friends to corpses, tragic
Cash ain't all that rules us, but it plays a fucking part
Just don't panic, there's a few that might still aim to be the star

[Chorus: Shwabadi]
What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me
Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally
Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat
This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken

[Verse 2: Ham Sandwich]
I am awake, but now I'm scared to look myself in the face
Homie murdered, eaten without a trace, give me some space
I need to wait! I can not wait around, throwing my weight around
Sneak through the lobby, I don't even make a sound
Goons in the mafia, we finna take 'em out
Chasing a rabbit and I'm finna take her out, I'm finna
Friend or food, my body can't tell the difference
Why I gotta keep my distance, questioning can we live in coexistence?
When there's bodies being sold as a business, seeing neighbours in and out of that district
See 'em fiending for a piece or fiending for some medication just to suppress the instinct
Equal rights? What a brilliant lie
Every night another innocent dies
They got every right to have that fear in their eyes
Because all of us have got a villain inside
And I'm slowly turning into what I despise
Who am I? Suit and tie
Jacket off, rabbit paw in my pants, drag 'em off
Lucky me, but my body backing off
This shit is too dangerous
And it's obvious we wasn't made for this
See, we living in peace, but it's paper thin
We in pieces, the people just play pretend
This impossible logic ain't making sense
And I'm positive, I need to make amends
So until I do it I'mma stay condemned
To find the man in charge and put a stake in them, I wonder

[Chorus: Ham Sandwich & Shwabadi]
What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me
Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally
Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat
This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken
What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me
Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally
Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat
This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken