Sunset Suicide (Feelings)

(Verse 1)
You know it's fucked
When you fantasize - About suicide
You try to end your life - About a couple times
And you still don't die - Now you asking why

You don't feel the same as you once did
Sitting on a hill while the sunset
People always say "Kid don't give up yet."
How'd it really get this fucked?
Nothing won't never gon' be enough for you

It's up for you - You have to choose
To hold on to that hope - If you don't
You won't feel the same
You lose your fucking soul

And it's cold outside
But they'll never let you in
And if you want that treat
They will always choose the trick

(Chorus)
I don't want no feelings
I just wanna fucking die
I don't want no feelings
This a sunset suicide

I don't want no feelings
I just wanna fucking die
I don't want no feelings
This a sunset suicide

I don't want no feelings
I just wanna make some money - yeah
I don't want no feelings
So my nose is always runny - yeah

I don't want no feelings
I just wanna make some money - yeah
I don't want no feelings
I just wanna

(Verse 2)
I fucked up
Don't want no feelings
Got a lot of numbers from drug dealers
And I'm overwhelmed - I done reached the ceiling
And I lost my mind - And I'm still grieving

This is suicide before the sun's up
If you want a young talent - I'm not one
I just make this shit to heal - I won't get no record deal
And I think I'm going mad
Fuck this school I'm feeling trapped

So I skip - don't fuck with that
Or with me - So I bleed
Only time I'm feeling freed
I just gotta fucking leave
Move out some place in the sun
Where it hardly ever rains
Numb the pain

(Chorus)
I don't want no feelings
I just wanna fucking die
I don't want no feelings
This a sunset suicide

I don't want no feelings
I just wanna fucking die
I don't want no feelings
This a sunset suicide

I don't want no feelings
I just wanna make some money - yeah
I don't want no feelings
So my nose is always runny - yeah

I don't want no feelings
I just wanna make some money - yeah
I don't want no feelings
I just wanna

(Verse 3)
You know it's fucked up
When you're fifteen
And all you wanna do is pursue your dream
But they put you in a box with no holes to breathe
So you're fucked, trapped and claustrophobic

You really need help but nobody knows it
So you find it hard to stay down and focused
You open up a door barely just to close it
They giving you a chance for you just to throw it - Away

Ask how you're feeling and you say great
But you always spend your time dwelling on pain
And things you crave - Like the fame
Seeming way too fucking distant

People fade and you will miss them
Man I hate this fucking system
Fuck the man - Fuck the world
Fuck the things that you've been told

(Outro)
I don't want no feelings
I already lost my soul
I don't want no feelings
I just wanna feel the numb

I don't want no feelings
I already lost my soul
I don't want no feelings
I just wanna feel the numb