Sunflowers

128 on the freeway
Runaway when you say "baby please stay"
Everybody breaking up now these days
"Tbh you could easily get replaced"
Sent that on a one day late text
She said "Some times you don't make sense
Should've listened when they told me not to date yet
Realize you just wanna see me naked"
"Uh
Honey are we okay?
Are we all good?
Are we alright?
I been out all night
Met a couple women and they all fine
But you stay on my mind cause you're all mine"
And we’re on and we’re off and we on again
All her girls wanna ask "Why you talk to him?
He a monster and he cutting off your oxygen
I’ll be damned if you actually fall for him"

Yes I know I made mistakes
But babe I'm only human
And I'm so close to the edge
That I'm about to lose it
I don't know why you would stay
When you know that I do this
All I can do now is pray
Cause I'm out of excuses

Valentine's day had no gift
Had to run to the store for some roses
I'm the worst, I'm the worst
And I know this
I just pray that you never fucking notice
And every other month, I'm the one to break it up
Few weeks later find a way to make it up
And we argue every day cause I'm changing up
Like "Damn don't you think that you complain enough?"
She said "Can you ever get shit right?
Every sentence that you say is just a big lie
Recently all I do now is cry
Miss the days when we stayed up past midnight
On the phone
Now you never call"
That's fucked up cause we used to have it all
Used to be "goals" as we walked around the mall
Got too many problems that will never get solved

Yes I know I made mistakes
But babe I'm only human
And I'm so close to the edge
That I'm about to lose it
I don't know why you would stay
When you know that I do this
All I can do now is pray
Cause I'm out of excuses

Broken up and I see she got a new guy
Hit her up like "I'm gonna treat you right...
It's pitch black and you're supposed to be my moon light
Told my self that you're the one, and that's the truth i'm
Isolated
Done annihilating
All of your trust
Know you feel violated
Please come back
If you believe what I'm saying
Baby I'm praying
So done playing"
Said "I don't really love you anymore
You kept walking out
So I locked that door
Maybe it's time that we both explore
Been the same old show
No more encores"
And now I lost track of all the miles
Had to leave home cause the pressure starts to pile
Told everybody "I'll be gone for a while
But as soon as I come back
I'll prolly wear your favorite smile"

Yes I know I made mistakes
But babe I'm only human
And I'm so close to the edge
That I'm about to lose it
I don't know why you would stay
When you know that I do this
All I can do now is pray
Cause I'm out of excuses

Insane guitar solo by JASON PALMA

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