Sunday Interlude

[Verse]
Yeah
I got a- uh wait
I got so much on my mind, I got so much on my plate
I got too much on the line, like the fuck is tryna play it safe?
Nothing in the way of what’s mine, I’m tryna make it out the gate
My grandma still live in the hood nigga so I can’t afford to take a break
Can’t afford to let em breathe
Can’t afford to take a day off and have my demons thinking shit was sweet
My mission now’s so much bigger than me, I’m just tryna make it to my peak
Nigga what the fuck is rest, I’ll get plenty of that when I rest in peace
Shit
Like oh to be young, black, and successful
Oh to be 20 something riding round in that LaFerrari or the Enzo
Oh to be the one them niggas hate but still they feel the need to pay respect to
I'm tryna see my full potential, it's so much bigger than the wealth
I just made it to my twenty-fifth, that’s a blessing in and of itself
RIP to niggas just like me that’ll ever live to tell
It’s on me to be the vessel that they all could live through
And Imma do this shit with no help
I’ve said goodbye to my old self
That used to be at all the birthdays and all the kick backs
That used to feel like he had all the time in the world, now he never kicks back
Shit I'm putting so much pressure on myself, that all that shit feel like a setback
Everyday a nigga not working it be feeling like I took a step back
Once I get on Imma head back
I’m pleading for y’all niggas patience
Shit I got people I wold kill for that probably haven’t heard from me in ages
Shit I ain’t tryna have my day one people feeling like they never meant shit
But nigga I can’t pay my momma’s mortgage off with friendship
It be days I be feeling like I gave it everything I’ve got
For me to still feel like I’m only moving backwards
It take everything in me to try and keep my fucking head high
But I know I got people rooting for me from the rafters
I mean what made you think that you was ever finna fight a fair one?
Name a black man in America that ever did that
Ya whole life finna be an uphill battle nigga
So you gon sit around and bitch about it or is you gon get up and go get your get back motherfucker