Sunbreaker

[Verse 1]
Every night my pops stares out at the bay
Too little sentiments to phrase with plenty words to say
Sometimes he tells me of the day that they moved away
I contemplate if I would try to stay, while the water came in waves
Sometimes we go out on our boat
When the sun is high, With the calm
Waters less cloudy so you can see within
He points out different corners
Paints events in certain orders
Says the streets are the recorder
Of every scar upon his skin
We map it out
From friends to schools to my grandma's house
The clearer picture we have, the better he can talk about
All the things that happened here
Before water took sentiments like souvenirs
And fear was the only thing they spoke aloud
Everytime the clouds, darken waters in their shroud
They swallow up the past like its a sadistic aversion
Everytime I hear a raindrop, hit upon our rooftop
I knew my pops would shift into a different person

[Chorus]
Whats the point of memories
If we cannot find them
Just to build some tendencies
That we do not vibe with
Imma hit the waters just to try to find it
Submerge myself to find it
Map out every island

Whats the point of memories
If we cannot find them
Just to build some tendencies
That we do not vibe with
Imma hit the waters just to try to find it
Hit the seas to find it
My story is an Island

[Verse 2]
And now i’ve got older and I can see it so clear (clear)
Stare out on those waters to see my eyes are mirrored (mirrored)
I know now why one day he up and disappeared (peared)
Out in those waters that he always had held so dear (dear)
I cannot stare out onto them for too long (long)
The reflection that I see isn’t the one that I belong (long)
Days spent building an image i see as wrong (wrong)
The one who pushes forward is the one who stays strong (strong)
I have been imprisoned in these mirrors I had dived (dived)
Grateful to not be consumed and blessed to be alive (live)
This image I worked on was made to survive (vive)
Irony to live better have to cast it all aside (side)
I believe in the me who can stare into the sky (sky)
While floating on top and am not tempted to dive (dive)
My only vision now is ever forward and to strive (strive)
And fine tune this body and optimize my own mind (mind)

[Chorus]
Whats the point of memories
If we cannot find them
Just to build some tendencies
That we do not vibe with
Imma hit the waters just to try to find it
Submerge myself to find it
Map out every island

Whats the point of memories
If we cannot find them
Just to build some tendencies
That we do not vibe with
Imma hit the waters just to try to find it
Hit the seas to find it
My story is an Island