SUN DOWN

[Gloryuss]

I wanted her

She wanted me

But I was the first to see

That this will never be

Brought her to tears when I played her my music

She told me to grab hold of this shit, and use it

I weren’t no angel

She weren’t no angel

We were rocking back and forth

Like a cradle

Hardest decision but I just needed to be stable

And in that situation, I was never able

Was I selfish

Was I too hard

From that point forward

Up came my guard

Felt anguish so hard

But I couldn’t make the switch

Even went mosque

Spoke with an Imam

Stay blessed potassium

I know you’ll get far

*pages flick*

Steady planning out to how make, some figures

Money for studio was going straight to weed and liquor

Got thrown off my game, til I hit that lick

Big bro scooped me, and said move, these quick

Sometimes I be stuck in my ways

Too much pride filled up most of days

Tried to hide, still most of my days

Just trying to find, the best route, like Waze

I’m so north London cannon tatted on my leg

Love in the party but my g aims for the head

I can talk for me, but this brudda on the left

Can’t promise he won’t put a fucking bullet in ya neck

Gold on my neck was signature like people’s elbow

Fiddlers elbow, Gino put me on the show

But what he don’t realise by putting me on that stage

Was giving me a chance to express through that phase

After I dropped Let’s Talk, feedback touched my heart

Strangers telling me they relate to my art

And to be honest, that’s what I set out to do

So if I’m gone tomorrow, I’m glad it all touched you

My therapist told me, to live in the present

And rational thoughts will help you learn, this lesson

Those sessions with Anna became my real, escape

Those sessions at HitRun became my real, escape

Friday nights in central, slowly got replaced

To Friday nights in studio, where we stepped in and laced

Cash upfront please, smoke after vocals

Spazz out with ease, the only way you’re supposed to

*flicks page*

It all started with I love this, heart emoji

The rest is history, at first we kept it lowkey

Took me a while to realise this weren’t phoney

Deep trust issues were present like a plague

But that slowly diminished as things took to play

Bad habits of comparing, made me want to escape

But then I saw light and what was staring me in my face

Peace, home, genuine love

Hearts growing fonder

Come together as one

When a real one hold u down

You supposed to drown

This doughnut holds me down

I ain’t gotta frown

[Outro: Gloryuss]

Thank you for embarking on this journey with me

I can only describe it

As being

Divine

*cassette sound effect*