Summer of Darkness

This is not my life
This is not our life
Every day I die
This is not my life

I'll be the one last breath before this death
I’ll be the final glimpse of hope when there’s none left
And if I shame your face, degrade your faith
I’ll be the first to hide behind disgrace
Blood-loss- on account of my failing aim
Treason- at the root of my shameful name

I found my way to fall
I never meant to break your heart
(Breathing in this pain)
Rejecting all I am
(I hear you cry again)
Is this my final stand?
(Before I go)
Before I lose it all
(You should know)
I hate myself for hurting you

I see the burn of the light from within my grave
I feel the pain of contradiction despite decay
And if the shadow of doubt will betray this gain
Then put an end to me now while the hope remains
Blood-loss- on account of my failing aim
Treason- at the root of my shameful name

I found my way to fall
I never meant to break your heart
(Breathing in this pain)
Rejecting all I am
(I hear you cry again)
Is this my final stand?
(Before I go)
Before I lose it all
(You should know)
I hate myself for hurting you

This is not my life
This is not our life
Every day I die
This is not my life

This is not my life
This is not our life
Every day I die
This is not my life