Summer

How do I say this?
Spoke to your face time and time again
Watched you digest it and take it in
You know how to listen
Nothing came of the weight we threw around
Know that you'd offer to carry a half if we figured out how

Summer of '18, I hate me, you still hate yourself
We both hate the mainstream, that shit makes me smile
You always had good weed to drown out the house
I took so for granted for all this went down

Waiting for a pill to kick in down
2 flights I don't feel a damn thing now
Hold you as sacred
I'm scared I won't make it
Your empathy fails me

She reminded me to write it all down
Nothing goеs like I meant it, it was fuck it all
Even if you feel thе joints start to buckle
Could we ask for more?
Could we ask for more?

Tell me how you learned to feel yourself
I hate the place I fell along with everybody else
What's wrong with everybody now?
Been in a spiral for as long as I remember, wow