Suicidle thoughts

[intro]
*wakes up surrounded by pill bottles and drinks*
I don't know anymore(why do i do this)

[Chorus]
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts
Inside my head i've  been dead for a while
I don't know why i am(but i am)
I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

[verse 1]
Day after day it pops in my mind
Pill after pill i pop(when will it stop)
Suicidal thought's i'ma pop em tell i drop em
I know one day i'll make it or break it
Ether way like perk's i'ma take it
Win or lose i'ma move up to the top
These cards i'ma play em one way or another
(yeah)i got a couple bro's looking up at me
Know i'll fight if i have to, to avoid conflict/
I may be broken but i'm never out spoken
Help i can hear death knocking at the door
Maybe one day i'll join em

[Chorus]
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts
Inside my head I've been dead for a while
I don't know why i am(but i am)
I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

.[verse 2]
(yeah)i have suicidal thoughts
I have heath problems from all the drugs that i bought
Living every day like i'm in court(i fought)
Every day i'm alive i die inside more
Knife in my hand but i can't help myself
Tonight i'ma smoke tell i can't smoke no more
Don't you dare try and stop me
I'ma legend in the making of breaking
I know it hurts you, but it hurts me more to be alive

[Chorus]
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts
Inside my head I've been dead for a while
I don't know why i am(but i am)
I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

[bridge]
Will it stop first or will my heart
Pop one pop two, i just pop all my perks
(yeah)i feel good but bad at the same time
When will this pain i fell drain outta me

[Chorus]
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts
Inside my head I've been dead for a while
I don't know why i am(but i am)
I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)
Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

[outro]
Inside my head I've been dead for a while
I don't know why i am(but i am)
I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)