Suicide Watch

[Verse 1]
Saw the other side of his life tonight
Sitting in his room it was black and white
Say you next up what they all say right?
Loaded the 4.5. with the songs he write
Just words in his mouth no sound pulled the trigger like (gun sound)
Mind blowing ain't it
All this writing on the walls like a newspaper faded
So many headlines(headlines)
Tired of his dreams fuck a bedtime(bedtime)
Oxymoronic how they sleeping on a nigga? His insomnia chronic
Got him puffin on the same as his affliction
Hard work up on this grind not a hobby his addiction
Nowhere to go yet he still here tripping
Almost crashed that black car he was whipping
Now nigga that's slavery/
Steady tripping instead of chilling
He might die out here chasing after millions

[Chorus]
This is what it sound like when the dreamer wakes up
I ain't fucking with it if it ain't involving us
Bury me a G with at least a million plus
And I only fear god and my niggas who I trust
But when I'm all alone
The clothes and the hoes all gone
The money in the bank all blown i just gotta remember
Suicide doors suicide watch
Killing them young yeah suicide watch

[Verse 2]
How do you cope when it seems like the worlds gone cold
As anemic and all you got is your soul
For the record like an LP mine can not be sold
Bout as rare as the vinyls my vitals on wax I pour
Though he's wealthy in the mind his bank account don't reflect the same thing
Might just hang from one of these gold chains
They telling me don't complain so I'm jumping head first out the cabin door
All alone hope the pilot will pray for me
Mighty funny all the kids here relate to me
But as I'm feeling here lately
All of this realness can't escape through the latency
So please excuse my lateness as i fuck the game up no latex
Can't play safe trying to make it
Nouns to the basic adverbial to niggas who been complacent
As he stands here adjacent to dreams he was chasing
Spied her man in the mirror so amazing/ As he jumped off

[J.Cook Talks]