Suicide Notes

[Chorus]
You told me that when I held you, you had no fear
You were different when no one was here
Now my house is full of ghosts
You're the first name on my suicide notes

[Verse]
I don't mean to be this way
I feel like you lied from the very first day
Took me for a fool, so I feel like one
I would take you back, but you'd never come
I'm a fuckin' waste and I know it
Every opportunity I blow it
I don't want no help, I want it all to end
I don't want a friend I want an all black Benz

[Bridge]
They tell me I'm fake, they tell me I'm phony
You don't even know me
I've been feelin lonely
I don't give a fuck about a check
I just wanna feel good too

[Chorus]
You told me that when I held you, you had no fear
You were different when no one was here
Now my house is full of ghosts
You're the first name on my suicide notes

[Verse]
I don't mean to be this way
I feel like you lied from the very first day
Took me for a fool, so I feel like one
I would take you back, but you'd never come
I'm a fuckin' waste and I know it
Every opportunity I blow it
I don't want no help, I want it all to end
I don't want a friend I want an all black Benz

[Outro]
They tell me I'm fake, they tell me I'm phony
You don't even know me
I've been feelin lonely
I don't give a fuck about a check
I just wanna feel good too

Nickisgonenow