Suicide note( no hope)

INTRO *
Sometimes.. they ell you you're better off dead than breathing... but to be real sometimes i think everything is already dead anyway. but who i am?.. i'm nobody.. i'm just a voice.

VERSE 1: Heart broken, misspoken, cold shoulder.. shes dead now i'm gone, fuck being sober. i love you wish that i told you, my everything now i feel like i don't know you. choose a pill A OR B " pick a color",... kill em all, i kill me, now we've killed each other. blow out mt brain, don't fear death ( don't luv one another) i'm still blind to the fact that clear is a color.

VERSE 2: My love is dead, shes gone i couldn't say goodbye.., she visits me, but i'm too scared to look her in the eyes, the last time i looked up.. you were gone by my surprise....

sometimes i dream of of you, (shit the beauty of that sleep) but when when i wake up from the dream, my tears hit the sheet, debating on to kill myself so we can finally meet, fucked up you're dead and gone, pointless now your 6 feet deep.

HOOK 1: But i sip so much i get sleepy ( get sleepy) it feens me, she claim she love me, don't me, i'm dead so now she cant see me

VERSE 3: Fucked up my A-Ro-Ma, off drugs i'm in a Co-Ma, she said i love you (don't know her) ,no more luck no four leave clovers. heart break her names Ro-Mo-Na.

VERSE 4: She slit her wrist that's compression, feel so much pain & depression, shes evil stuck on poccession, cant watch her viewer discretion, don't ever know why i'm stressing, fuck love i just learned my lesson. doing drugs car crash, driving really fast, off drugs from girls of my past, because of pain that wont last. i'm still dead ( not breathing) i'm dreaming, still leaning, fuck love cuz love is a demon, shes in hell screaming... floors are creaking....

OUTRO: Time for me to let go..R-I-P my soul, i took the wrong road, rest in pieces. NO