Suicide Note

[Intro]
My blood has spilled like water
All my bones have been wrenched
My heart has melted like wax through the seething entrails of my body
My tongue cleaves to my palate, I wallow in the dust of death...

[Verse 1: Lord Measle]
The bodybag, keep it sealed
No space for air leaking in; make sure I can't breathe in it
Piece of shit, waiting to suffocate
Only thing that should get close to me is this rusty blade
Please someone lay me to rest
I shot myself in the foot, when I really should've aimed for my head
I put my window [?], my feet scraping the edge
Jump off but land safe; flat-faced on my bed
With both hands gripping my skull
Wondering how I sleep at night? The answer is that I don't
Making the best out of a bad situation
Like my mirror watching my life and death's integration
Measle's not someone god will bring back
I just wanna sit here, speak white noise and see pitch black
Rejecting my fame, protecting my fate
Now Imma start from scratching the flesh of my face

[Outro]
My god.. my god..
Why has thou forsaken me?
Why [?] removed from my salvation?
Why is thy ear deaf to my please?
My god...