Suicide note

You make me wanna die yuh
So are you gonna cry yuh
Will you come and get me when i'm going on the fly yuh
She fuckin other guys yuh
Two notes of suicide yuh
Shot between the eyes now she layin by my side yuh
Layin by my side but he is not me
I am in disguise indefinitely
Cause i cannot go back it is too late for me
I jus wanna live but i might go od

Might go an od
Rampage like beast
I could fuck any bitch but i chose not to leave you

Chose not to leave you
Feelin pretty see through
Fell for your tricks and now i am a fool

This ain’t a cry for help
I've made my fucking mind
You played me not jus once
And i'm losing all the time

Now i’ll pay the fine
And the cost is my life
Cheatin payment
And it was your other guy

It was your other guy
Yeah that fuckin other guy
He messed our shit up
And i cannot sleep at night

Suicide note
My body will float
Enter next life
I'm a sacrificial goat

I say goodmorning
And you say delivered
Lettin me know that
I never really mattered

My feelin are tossed
And i'm overly battered
Tec-9 to my head
And my heart has been shattered

You make me wanna die yuh
So are you gonna cry yuh
Will you come and get me when i'm going on the fly yuh
She fuckin other guys yuh
Two notes of suicide yuh
Shot between the eyes now she layin by my side yuh

Having second thoughts
I don't wanna die
Every step i take
Makes me regret life

Everyone look at me it is now time
I won't give my all if i can't live my life
But before i go
Please jus remember
Everything i did up until to end yuh

Everywhere i go i see all your faces
Your split personalities in different places
Please leave me alone
Please leave me alone

You make me wanna die yuh
So are you gonna cry yuh
Will you come and get me when i'm going on the fly yuh
She fuckin other guys yuh
Two notes of suicide yuh
Shot between the eyes now she layin by my side yuh

You make me wanna die yuh
So are you gonna cry yuh
Will you come and get me when i’m going on the fly yuh
She fuckin other guys yuh
Two notes of suicide yuh
Shot between the eyes now she layin by my side yuh

(cs-go sounds)