Suicide Note

i have this ill feeling
that soon i'll make a killing
as the news reporter reads the description,
young black man from the mitten
he made it his mission to kill everyone he hated and so that's why he went in
the bathroom took every pill until he was over sedated
and i don't know if i believe the place that the reverend has made it his
commitment to speak of, but anything has to be better than where I currently reside
maybe this is punishment and i'm already no longer alive
the only option, to stop it
is to load it cock it and pop it
what kind of like is a like you don't want to live, a life that you want to end
a life that others see value in but to you hold less value than 0 cent
a life that you're scared to end yourself but with someone could for you
sleep is just a glimpse of death
and i chase those dreams unit i run out of breath
i write this letter in hopes my story gets told and maybe someone gets saved from me being gone

Demetrius Harmon