Suicide Note

Running fast mate
Running fucking fast
Until I last
I’m coming back, aye
Give me fucking time and imma blast
You aren’t fast, aye
Am I the only one trying to live without past, aye
Am I the only one trying to survive the rest, aye
(Who said money can't buy happiness?)
Cold nest, aye
Hot pain, never wanted to do that
But I have to do that, aye
And whenever I want to last, I just can’t do it
Can’t deal with anything, fuck man
I just want to forget
I just want to rest
I just want the rest
(I feel, I wish I was dead)
(I wanted to commit suicide several times)
(Every time I writе a new letter to my family, bеfore I attempt)

(I probably have about 30 or 40 letters stacked up somewhere
Because I'm too much of a coward to go through with it)

(So what's the point in living?)
This day has come
I feel like I’m numb
The struggle don’t worth it
I need to be done
I try to convince others 'bout
I don’t understand my own mind
I can’t live with myself anymore
And I don’t need more
And I feel like I’m worn
And nobody told that
(Fuck you, I want to quit!)
(The fuck is going on here?)
(Fuck you!)