Suicide Letter

[Hook: Sara Mazing]
All we cannot face
The open road
We'll always wind away
We're learning to accept what we can't change
The story of our life...

[Verse 1: Damien Quinn]
Another day, another attempt at suicide
Sittin bedside with a nine to my mind
Lookin for something I won't find, I'm blind in the dark
Cause I got no light to shine, I just pray my gun don't find me
I'm hoping y'all remember me and cherish my name
As I down all these drugs and I waltz toward my grave
I know I don't feel the same, better find someone else to blame
All this anger and pain, it's a shame I couldn't change
The rap game got me fucked up
Stomach always fucked up
I trust no one and I'm outta luck
And I feel I'm stuck in this fucked up rut
My gun is thinkin, said I sit too deep and there's no comin back
It's hard to watch like a loved one gettin slapped
I hate rap, wish I could take it all back
Only thing I don't regret is that you met Dark Half
And the fans that had our back as we walked this dark path
My exit is a blessin, I swear I'm done stressin...

[Hook: Sara Mazing]
All we cannot face
The open road
We'll always wind away
We're learning to accept what we can't change
The story of our life...

[Verse 2: Damien Quinn]
I knew this day was comin, felt it in my stomach
The warning signs were there but who really gave a shit?
Should I blame myself for this? All I can do is cry
Point my middle finger towards the sky and ask God why...
Why did he have to die? Why'd you do this to us?
We had so many plans and you fucked it all up
It ain't fair, I stare at the posters on my wall
On my knees I fall, place my hands on my face and ball
Wishing that you'd call just one last time
I swear we'd be writing some rhymes
We'd be in the studio all night
Garret I hope you're alright
No I never wanted to fight
And I promise when you passed I prayed he walked you towards the light
The last days of your life the rap game tore us apart
And that's an empty void that will never fill my heart
But I knew from the start I was blessed to be a part of your life
And I thank you, Garret, I love you...

[Hook: Sara Mazing]
All we cannot face
The open road
We'll always wind away
We're learning to accept what we can't change
The story of our life...
We're raped between the lines

[Bridge: Damien Quinn]
If I die tonight would you miss me?
If I die tonight would you wish me... eternal bliss and happiness?
Or do you wish I go to hell and rest in piss?