Suicide King

[Verse 1]
I can't be your friend
I'll never waste my time
Can't let my will bend
Lies won't change my mind
Can't control my heart
There's too much at stake
You can't make me smile
Without causing me some heartache
I've got no defense
No shield for emotions
I've lost all my sense
Somehow still feeling tense
Anxious at all times
Never seems to leave
Dismal at my prime
Hope you view me through a clear lens

[Pre-Chorus]
What, how, when, why
Speak in goodbyes
Avoid greetings
Fear chance meetings

[Chorus]
Why's it feel good just to hear you
I know I should not get near you
Why does it hurt? When we don't speak
Barely know you, but my minds weak
Why's it feel good just to hear you
I know I should not get near you
Why does it hurt? When we don't speak
Barely know you, but my minds weak

[Bridge]
Am I there? In your head?
Do I make you blush red?
Do you care? If I'm dead?
Know you don't we've hardly met

[Verse 2]
I can't be like this anymore
But can't let my feelings rampage
Can't deal with this hand henceforth
Jacks and jokers poor for gambling
I'm the king of hearts
I'm suicidal
Love tears me apart
Passion unbridled
Sister just became a bride
See the couples eyes go wide
When their spouse enters their sight
Will I have someone in white?
I'm still fairly young
But too old for this ignorance
How do I find one
Without any experience?