Suicide Is The Remedy For My Heart

[Verse 1]
I'm always crying in the night time
I'm always screaming inside in the mean time
I'm always writing in the night time
I'm always crying inside in the day time

Life doesn't matter anymore
Suicide is the solution
Scars keep reminding me of my pain
Smile on my face is so fuckin' fake

I don't know if it is just the end of my life
I don't know if it's just the beginning
I'm completely lost in my mind
Can't find the way in the darkness of my thoughts

I need someone to become the little spark in the dark
To be the fire in that cold winter
I need someone to help me overcome depression
Someone that's not my fuckin' blade

[Verse 2]
I still dream about one of my ex bitches
This hoe just taking my mind
I hope you motherfuckin rot
I hope my mind could be in peace

I wanna pop 30 pillies at once
(Wait, real quick, I already did it)
Suicide is the remedy for my heart
I'm drowning in the sea of depression
I'm drowning as I'm screaming inside

My ears are fuckin' bleeding
The voices are screaming inside
They repeating me to end it all
Fuck it I wanna kill myself

Life is becoming bearable
This lil voice is telling me that shit
But the demons in my head tellin me that's wrong
Overdose is the solution