Suicide Is My New Sexuality

[Verse 1]
Why didn't I die?
As I predicted hundred times
But I'll never be good enough
Never be good for you
I wish I was
I would never let you die before me
Still you're poisonous
And still so beautiful

[Pre-Chorus]
You are my diary
You know me perfectly
Every dark shadows of mine
You swore they were fine

[Chorus]
Suicide is my new sexuality
I was born in a different galaxy
Behind the sun is where I belong
All my life I had been gone

[Verse 2]
It feels like I've cried
But I'm not capable
Still I see the world blurred
All bessings are invisible
I know that it's unusual
And I should have spoken sooner
Instead I sang to pianos
Damn, I wish I would have tried

[Pre-Chorus]
You are my diary
You know me perfectly
Every dark shadows of mine
You swore they were fine

[Chorus]
Suicide is my new sexuality
I was born in a different galaxy
Behind the sun is where I belong
All my life I had been gone

[Instrumental Outro]