Suicide

[Intro]
Permanent scars on my soul last forever
I'm feeling low, wish this high was forever
Don't even know if my dawg got to heaven
But if blow for blow then gon' come then we step in

[Verse 1]
It's an ocean in my heart but baby girl I can't swim
I gave it my all hopin' you could love me still
I'm thuggin' under God, say "I die how I live"
I tried to forget but I just can't forgive
I reminisce it makes me shed a tear
Sing in my cell, I just wish you were here
Fuego had no bail, they locked him up for a year
I go through hell just to see how it feel

[Chorus]
This that shit that make you suicide
All these diamonds on Lil' Soldier look like suicide
Said you run up on Lil' Soldier, it's a do or die
Girl, it feel Minnesota, 'cause my heart on ice
Pourin' lean all in my soda so I can sleep tonight
'Cause them demons keep me up
Why the TRO lookin' for us
Why my girl don't give me no love
Why I always keep this gun
Why them niggas think they tough
Like them niggas can't get touched
Like yo' head can't get bust

[Verse 2/Bridge]
They ain't ride like they said
Fill my body with these meds
When they ask what he did, say:
I ran up my bread
When they ask how he live, say:
I live by that X
Right now I'm loading up my clip
Put a bullet through my shit

[Chorus]
This that shit that make you suicide
All these diamonds on Lil' Soldier look like suicide
Said you run up on them soldiers, it's a do or die
Girl, it feel like Minnesota, 'cause my heart on ice
Pourin' lean all in my soda, make you suicide
All these diamonds on Lil' Soldier look like suicide
Said you run up on them soldiers, it's a do or die
Girl, it feel like Minnesota, 'cause my heart on ice
Pourin' lean all in my soda so I can sleep tonight
'Cause them demons keep me up
Why the TRO lookin' for us
Why my girl don't give me no love
Why I always keep this gun
Why them niggas think they tough
Like them niggas can't get touched
Like yo' head can't get bust

[Outro]
What up?