Suicide

[HOOK]
Take me out
Take me out of the world
I can't get out
I can't get out on my own
I'm like a suicide, a suicide, a suicide
But I'm just too fuckin tired

[VERSE 1]
I said this is the right setting
For a little blood letting
Cos I'm sweating with anticipation of how high I'm getting
And I'm burning a hole in my pocket with my locket
And a borrowed shotgun
And I'm writing letters to everyone
I've ever known, it's not fun
It's a serious business
And I'm already in this so deep there won't be a witness
And I barricade my door and I'll close up all my windows
And in those final moments it will all seem so simple
And I'll take one last look out at the world through my peephole
And I can see the sadness in the brains of these people
And it's all become madness because enjoyment is evil
I've been sinning through my teeth I leave a legacy that sees
All of the pain inside I find it's like I'm actually fine with it
Psychologically blinded to the point where I don't even mind it
I'm philosophically minded
And dedicated to finding out
If there's life after death, I'm going
I'm sitting here shouting

[HOOK]
Take me out
Take me out of the world
I can't get out
I can't get out on my own
I'm like a suicide, a suicide, a suicide
But I'm just too fucking tired

[VERSE 2]
I'm in a suicide pact with myself
Like a one wolf pack
This is not a cry for help
And I thought everyone could tell ive not been doing very well
And I'm so glad that god will hate me
I can't wait to go to hell
But you can hit me through a medium
While I'm chillin with Sylvia
And it'll be just like in ghost but just a little bit creepier
And I'll tell her how she inspired me to be out here and meeting her
With my feet in her shoes
And my neck in her noose
This is the suicide gene
Never dull, always extreme
Never dirty, always clean
Thanks to my OCDemons, they're getting mean
And I'm about to burn it down
Yes I wanted to be famous
But not talk of the town
I don't care for revelations
This is self preservation
An internalized desire and I call it self expression
I guess you'll wonder if you'll see me
Like damn I thought she bit it
But don't get too excited
I never said I did it

[HOOK]
Take me out
Take me out of the world
I can't get out
I can't get out on my own
I'm like a suicide, a suicide, a suicide
But I'm just too fucking tired