​suicide

[Verse 1]
“Suicide, baby, it’s the worst”
“Think about the people that you’ll hurt”
They won’t even care about the things I’ll choose to do
Because all I am is all that I’ve been through

[Chorus]
My skin is very young
But my heart is very old
My mind thinks lips and tongue
But my bones decide my home
My fears ran through my lungs
And my eyes only saw gold
My room’s where my throat hung
And my fingers turned purple

[Verse 2]
“It’s not worth it, baby, I would know”
“My mom walked in, her sunny day went to snow”
What’s the point of being here, baby, I won’t see them cry
I’ll be somewhere in the clouds, I hope, tonight

[Chorus]
My skin is very young
But my heart is very old
My mind thinks lips and tongue
But my bones decide my home
My fears ran through my lungs
And my eyes only saw gold
My room’s where my throat hung
And my fingers turned purple

[Bridge]
Then I saw that death was not my treasure
That my life was headed for gold
When my gold-chained-noose applied some pressure
I fought till I bled cold

[Chorus]
My skin is very young
But my heart is very old
My mind thinks lips and tongue
But my bones decide my home
My fears ran through my lungs
And my eyes only saw gold
My room’s where my throat hung
And my fingers turned purple