Suicide

[Prelude]
We'd like to thank you all, for tuning into The First 48. And we gonna leave you with somethin special
Hayes! Dr. Dre! Timbaland! Breakfast Club!

[Intro]
"Tonight, there's been a string of violent and controversial music being released
The new shit that's coming out is crazy. Kids have really been starting to kill themselves
And why do you ask? Heh... I don't know. I've been down here on the scene all night of another murder-suicide
I've been trying to figure out and they've all been blaming it on a kid that..."

This song is for you
Hayes, for anybody who ever fuckin just thought about giving it all up, I don't give a fuck

[Verse 1]
I've been taken advantage of, shot at, pushed and shoved
Been shit on, told I wasn't shit and shown no love
But not this mornin, I gotta warn ya, respect my actions
The slightest disrespect gon lead to a shootin or stabbin
I'm not havin, none of the games you played in the past
Whos garbage now bitch? No longer would you treat me like trash
Drivin your car, with you next to me. Was tempted to crash
Why should I care? I could just kill us both, go out with a smash!
And taste the bitter sweetness of death, it's freedom at last
Who gives a fuck, what those motherfuckers say when I pass
So run some bath water, smoke some weed until you get buzzed
Say, "Fuck the world!" and throw your fuckin radio in the tub
Make an example, do what everybody scared of
Do what they all think about, but nobody else does
So slit your wrist, jump off a cliff, crash into some shit
If anyone asks why you did it? Tell em, "Life was a bitch!"
Go shoot your girlfriend and when you get surrounded by cops
Fuck doin life, shoot it out and do your time on the spot
Just do it you fuckin rookie, pussy, what is you nervous?
"Death holds a purpose", they'll see that at your funeral service
Make your family cry, you and your girl in them hearses
Take somebody with you who really didn't deserve it
Show everybody that life just ain't perfect
And when you get mad, it's time to close curtains, cause

[Chorus]
(This song is for you)
If you feel like life ain't worth living and you just ain't bullshittin then
(This song is for you)
Man if you wanna throw in the towel and blow your brains out then
(This song is for you)
I ain't sayin do the damn but dawg I understand cause
(This song is for you)
If you ever felt defended and looked at your life and ready to end it

[Verse 2]
Cause they don't have the guts to shoot they fuckin self in the head
Or the knowledge to know that they fuckin better off dead
And your mother can't kick you out no more, just clean up the mess
Now she go into shock and depression and then she'll be next
Cause they don't understand the system holds a ripple effect
Maybe five of your friends'll do it too, just outta respect
So if you from the suburbs, manic depressive and under pressure
Do somethin impressive, show you can't be pushed at or tested
By any motherfuckers, Preachers, Teachers, Deacons, Cops
Parents, aunties, and uncles, anyone who lives on your block
Make em understand that disrespect will end with a shot
Take em with you, make em comfortable then pull out your Glock
Ohh, if you from the hood and life just ain't good
And you feelin misunderstood, then dawg you just should
Make a point, pull out that joint and let em have it
Then point that thing right at your brain and squeeze at it
The more media impressed, the more legendary your status
You just made history, you the baddest
Motherfucker to ever kill yourself and took people with you
Now its documented and we will never forget you
Every time somebody raps and when theres a issue
They say, "I'll pull a whats his name and fuckin come and get you"
If I ever go broke your family gon need tissue
And I come through blastin with somethin you'll never live through

[Chorus]
(This song is for you)
If you feel like life ain't worth living and you just ain't bullshittin then
(This song is for you)
Man if you wanna throw in the towel and blow your brains out then
(This song is for you)
I ain't sayin do the damn but dawg I understand cause
(This song is for you)
If you ever felt defended and looked at your life and ready to end it

[Bridge]x2
Close your garage door, cut on your car and have a drink with me
It'll be fine in the morning
Cuz they don't even give a fuck so what's the sense in a warning, it's your life
You can take it. Fuck it, livin is boring

[Outro]
I don't understand. I just don't understand, young people in this world today
I-I was there. He shot his self. He just shot his self. He was singing the song...
I couldn't believe it, he put the gun right to his head...
I don't wanna talk anymore