SUICIDE

Started out this music shit to give myself some stress relief
But now this shit's just stressing me, not tryna let depression leak
The lead or ink; The pressuring.... Met some connects who bettered me
But I am still the same old being; Jurel, not the deity
The demon freak, The demon seed, The devil has infested me
Infecting me and pestering, you cannot say I ain't unique
Definitely the only breed to forsake all my human ties
Sitting idly on this ride, I don't really care how I die
But be it by a suicide, I see no meaning in my life
I'm wasting time, wasting supplies, you humans don't deserve this guide
This evil thing that is divine, you've yet to see my sincere side
I've shown it once, I've shown it twice
You don't use eyes, You're too damn blind

Berserker, hi, I'm dead inside | I'm lost inside my very mind
This curse has binded me to times where I shall never ever shine
I cannot find my human side, this factor you can't override
My family ain't family, I don't know how a fam would be....

Why you gotta do me like that? Eh.... eh
Why you always ready to scrap? Eh.... eh
I just wanna kill everybody around me then

Suicide..... yeeaaah..... Soooo soo soo craving that suicide..... yeah...

Every waking moment, I be praying that my life ends
I'm looking at this knife end, I'm thinking I should fight it
I'm not really too frightened, in fact I feel enlightened
Looking at this darkness, it needs to brighten, I should write this....