​suicide

[Chorus]
Contemplate suicide, it’s an every day thing
Lots of veins in my eyes 'cause nothings fucking changing
Contemplate suicide, it’s an every day thing
Lots of veins in my eyes 'cause nothings fucking changing
And i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
Fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
Panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
I choose suicide, i choose suicide

[Verse 1]
Say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
R.I.P. my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
Every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
I hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt
Taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
Everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
Everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
To the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

[Bridge]
I cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it
I cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it
Oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
Wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
I’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
The same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

[Verse 2]
Taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
I’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
Time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
Have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled
Fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
And i wish i was the one i know i’m not it
Fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
And i wish i was the one i know i’m not it

[Chorus]
Contemplate suicide, it’s an every day thing
Lots of veins in my eyes 'cause nothings fucking changing
Contemplate suicide, it’s an every day thing
Lots of veins in my eyes 'cause nothings fucking changing
And i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
Fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
Panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
I choose suicide, i choose suicide