Suicidal Voice

[Intro]
The people say my rap is weird
They hate my voice, so disappear
This is my chance to reach them here
So here's a voice you may not fear

[Verse 1]
Everybody wants to know why I don't rap like the other rap guys
Is it wise my shrill voice divides up my skies rather than multiplies
Darkened and angry, talking about my enemies
Or all up in a goofy atmosphere of insanity
I'm not attempting to gain the same crowd or the same fame
As the guys who use a voice like this to make up their own name
Most of the people relating to this flow
Pump themselves up like the people they all know
But my usual style is for those drowned in a spiral
Who want to hear another voice that sounds suicidal
To know they're not alone it helps us with our own survival
'Cause when it comes to my rivals, they aren't rappers or egos
They're mental demons clipping all the wings of my fellow eagles

[Pre-Chorus]
They just don't know, they just don't see
The man behind the reasoning
Look at the ones in suffering
They hear my voice like clarity

[Chorus]
The people say my rap is weird
They hate my voice, so disappear
This is my chance to reach them here
So here's a voice you may not fear
No auto-tune, so hear me clear
And maybe soon you'll drop your spear
This song is for my normal peers
So you can understand what's near

[Verse 2]
You can't put your finger on what you don't like
When you thumb through my music and find no delight
It's not dumb you don't choose it, no wrong and no right
But before you just snooze it, please look at my light
My songs are like neighbors and friends you avoid
'Cause some things that they do make you either scared or annoyed
There's no comfort, so you choose to go and blame them instead
Of acknowledging it's you who has the face that is red
It's easy to say that the other people are broken
So when you criticize their lives, it looks like you who's awoken
So next time you hear a song of mine and hate it straight away
Pay attention to the message and the words that I will say
And maybe you'll discover that all the hate you thrown my way
Is the same you cast on others with my suicidal sway

[Chorus]
The people say my rap is weird
They hate my voice, so disappear
This is my chance to reach them here
So here's a voice you may not fear
No auto-tune, so hear me clear
And maybe soon you'll drop your spear
This song is for my normal peers
So you can understand what's near