Suicidal thoughts

Hook
Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright
I try to fight but nothing ever works
I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow
Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright
I try to fight but nothing ever works
I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow

Verse 1
I've been thinking to myself and reminiscing on the past
My last was never too good I've been wishing just to crash
The ceeling fan on blast I think the drugs are taking form
I'll die of overdose so all of you can say that he's finally gone
My momma won't miss me
My trauma is the only one thats with me
I don't choose to be a lone wolf but a lone wolf has more to eat
Been five minutes since I'm convinced I won't win I've chosen to give in I just really can't take it
Take this bullet out the case
Point it right at my fucking brain
I hope the world can turn grey
I hope the pain fades away
I hope that my body decay
I hope that im dead by may
I hope that you don't say
I wish that you could've stay
This is what I wanted man this is how I play
But no this isn't a game
Nah, This is the way
This is what I wanted man this is how I play
But no this isn't a game
Nah, This is the way

Hook
Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright
I try to fight but nothing ever works
I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow
Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright
I try to fight but nothing ever works
I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow

Verse 2
Love me when youre ready and not when you're lonely baby
Want me for my money Maybe
Take the depression instead
Hear these voices in my head
Telling me they want me dead
Siento que no puedo respirar mi cuerpo no puede más
Take me back to brighter days
Take the fucking pain away
Take the fucking stain that's gray
Take depression the green weapon the mace that paints the day with rugs of blood and drugs no love I'm gone

Hook
Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright
I try to fight but nothing ever works
I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow
Suicidal thoughts haunt me day and night I'm not alright
I try to fight but nothing ever works
I'm hurt I can't resort to drugs my luck in love is never too good but let's hope tomorrow doesn't bring sorrow