Suicidal Thoughts

[Verse 1]
Hold up, no no
Hold up, baby no
I might just kill myself if I do not kill these thoughts
I realized I might be the problem after all
I need to stop thinking its okay for all my friends to come and go
Think it's easy for me what a joke
I'm all alone you know I don't fuck with random hoes
I'm all alone I know everyone gon walk out on me soon enough
Gon put the blame on them I never blame myself

Said fuck the games
I needa ball
Said no new friends
I lost them all
Can't take this weight
I paved the way
I just got saved
I still don't pray
I still don't pray

[Interlude]
(Voices)

[Verse 2]
All those hoes looked at me funny
I got money now they want me
Its new year, I got new taste
I could cop a fucken masi
Put your hoe in some Versace
2 designer watches now I'm 2 faced

Look at your son
A fucking star
Got too much sauce
You might miss my bars
You missed my life
But who's to blame
This money lies
I'd do the same

[Outro]
Lost my mind today
I'm just sipping all this pain away
I think I might shoot my face today
It's not a faze, no it won't go away