​suicidal thoughts.

[Verse 1: Chandler Owens]
I'd be lying if I said I'd never thought about
Bringing my life to an end
I'll be honest, over the last few years
I really haven't had many friends
Seventeen years old and I'm lost in the world
Singing sad songs for boys, enbies, and girls
I don't write in search of the diamonds and pearls
I do this for the kids who relate to the words
Sometimes I feel the world is better without me
Sometimes I think about setting myself free
Had the first thought when I was twelve
Five years later, they continue to dwell

[Chorus: Chandler Owens]
If you wake up and I'm not here
Please don't ever shed a tear
Life moves on, you'll be okay
Live your life to the most today
There's a war in my mind from left to right
It's getting more difficult to fight
So when you get up after tonight
Don't be sad if I'm in the other life

[Verse 2: Yami's Sin]
Are you fine my dear
Why you crying
Why you crying
I won't
Let you fall my dear
You're so tired
You're so tired
Let go
Lost once, I couldn't save you
Feel like I'm dead
Stuck here in my bedroom
Lost in my head
Knowing that we are through
Sinking so fast
I ain't got no legroom

[Chorus: Chandler Owens]
If you wake up and I'm not here
Please don't ever shed a tear
Life moves on, you'll be okay
Live your life to the most today
There's a war in my mind from left to right
It's getting more difficult to fight
So when you get up after tonight
Don't be sad if I'm in the other life

[Verse 3: quil]
You have your things and I've got mine
No matter what, this isn't our last goodbye
So let's just live for today
If tomorrow doesn't come, well that's okay
'Cause I know you're by my side
If I wake and you've gone
I guess I'll just sing this song
And I'll see you again before long

[Chorus: Chandler Owens]
If you wake up and I'm not here
Please don't ever shed a tear
Life moves on, you'll be okay
Live your life to the most today
There's a war in my mind from left to right
It's getting more difficult to fight
So when you get up after tonight
Don't be sad if I'm in the other life

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