​suicidal lullaby

[Verse]
All alone in this fucked up place
With a noose on my neck
And it makes me wonder
Where'd it all went wrong?
Scared of myself, it's talking again
And too many pills but can't feel a thing
I don't wanna cry way too long
Please take me now

[Chorus]
Can't handle myself, it took me too long
I'm drinking and smoking to numb all the pain
It's all in my brain but I'm wanna say that
I'm going mad and I'm going insane
Wishing for death but can't seem to fade
It's always the same, I'm taking the blame
Fucking my name and no one will care
What I have become, I don't feel ashamed

[Outro]
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to die