SUICIDAL IDEATION

[sirellia]
Sodium nitrate imma dring it all up tonight
Top it off with a xan hope i will never wake up
U look so sad baby we could go and take our lives
Ctb make me bleed now my eyes are loosing sight

Popping mollies just to feel my little happiness pill
I dont wanna take my life but i dont wanna be here
Im not insomniac still im staing up all night
I dont know how i feel or if im even real

Im fucking bleeding on the floor my wrists lookin so fucking sore
Ive been tryna let it go but i just wanna fucking go
Everything i said to you was absolutely true
Im so sorry baby but for me there is no cure

[l1ght]
Taking xanax just to feel
Baby I can't fucking see
Who i am or meant to be

Shadows wanna see me bleed

Im so fucked in the head
I know u wanna see me dead
Dont u play pretend, ive been locked inside my own head

Taking xanax just to feel
Baby I can't fucking see
Who i am or meant to be

Shadows wanna see me bleed

[sirellia]
Popping mollies just to feel my little happiness pill
I dont wanna take my life but i dont wanna be here
Im not insomniac still im staing up all night
I dont know how i feel or if im even real

Im fucking bleeding on the floor my wrists lookin so fucking sore
Ive been tryna let it go but i just wanna fucking go
Everything i said to you was absolutely true
Im so sorry baby but for me there is no cure

(i tried
To confide
Only thing i got was a lie
That life
Sometime
Is going to get alright