Suicidal Failure

[Verse 1]
Father, forgive me
For I know not what I do
I tried everything
Now I'll leave it up to you
I don't wanna live
I don't know why
I don't have no reasons
I just wanna die

[Chorus]
I'm a suicidal failure
I've got to have some help
Have suicidal tendencies
But I can't kill myself

[Verse 2]
Tired of this way of life
My patience has expired
I'm barely just nineteen
But my life, I will retire
I went down to a rifle store
I bought myself a gun
I pointed it at my head
But I couldn't get the job done

[Chorus]
I'm a suicidal failure
I've got to have some help
Have suicidal tendencies
But I can't kill myself

[Verse 3]
Took all my mothers sleeping pills
I jumped off a freeway bridge
I drank three kinds of poisons
And drove my car off a ridge
I beat myself with a bat
Put a noose around my head
I'm overdosed on heroin
But I'm still not dead

[Chorus]
I'm a suicidal failure
I've got to have some help
Have suicidal tendencies
But I can't kill myself

[Verse 4]
Death may not be the answer
It can't be all great
But me, I'm not into living
With life, I can't relate
By some masochistic reasoning
I think that it'll be fun
I want to start my second life now
So shoot me with your gun

[Outro]
I'm looking forward (Suicidal)
I'm really bored (Suicidal)
You wanna die (Suicidal)
Then die (Suicidal)
On the street (Suicidal)
At the game (Suicidal)
At the beach (Suicidal)
At my school (Suicidal)