Sugar smacks

I feel uncomfortable at home
I feel incomplete alone
I feel stressed around my friends
I just hope that i can talk you again

So i’ll walk
For miles
I really hope i fuckin freeze 2 death
I never thought that i’d end up like this

I see my father in myself
But I can’t blame anyone else
I feel the same as i did when i was 15
I haven’t grown much since then

It seems so simple
To enjoy myself
Doing things that i supposedly love
But i can’t make myself smile

I’m tired of feeling bored
I want to feel like therе’s
Something more than this
How do peoplе
Wake up at normal times
Get to work right at 9
Keep their shirts tucked in
I want to be more