​suffocating / thought it was love (outro)

[Verse]
Yeah, I thought it was love (It was love)
But I guess it's not, now I'm on these drugs (Now I'm gone)
Live a better life and I be feelin' numb (I be numb)
Give it up tonight, I hope my life is done (Done)
I wan' die tonight and I'm mixin' this mud
I know that it's fear, I never fall in love
We was doin' fine and she say that we done
I been suffocating, I can't feel my lungs
All these feelings that I cannot overcome
I want you for life, I'ma keep it blunt
I'ma do it for you, tell me what you want
All these drugs on me, they thinkin' I'm the plug
Really got enough to go and get it done
Sad as fuck, I'm poppin' pills and gettin' drunk (So gone)
I might kill myself, I hate what I've become (Kill myself)
Say you not gon' leave me, I'ma call yo' bluff
Baby, I don't want no feelings, I want drugs
I'ma keep it real with you, I want all yo' trust
I just want a lot of money and a lot of love
I done seen me too lost, I'ma catch a dub
Keep slidin' with two Glocks but I'm number one
Damn, I want her 'cause she bad as they come
Pull up at the curb then I empty my [?]
She my main one, you my main one
I'm like, "Damn, I fell in love but then you hate us"
If they wanna see me they gon' have to pay up
Ride 'round through my city and I got a Drac' tucked
Check my music, say they like, it's time to save, yuh
Baby, I'd do anything just to save us
Who are you to save my life? I'm not gon' pay up
I'm with you-ou-ou [?]
Leave him dead if he talkin' on my name, yuh
You know I want you, you don't want the same, yuh