Suffocate

Maybe I’m still
I’m still weighed down
I’m still struggling
Against the strain now
I still feel like
I get pulled down
I get pulled down
Down down down

Below; suffocate me
Hold me, make me feel brand new
Suffocate me
Hurt me, the pain will get me through
Suffocate me
Hold me, choke me til I’m blue
Choke me til I’m blue
Cause everything’s grey now

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Everything everything everything's grey

I, think I’m losing my mind
Sinking, standing in place
Am I in love with my damage
Comfortable chilling within the static

Cause sometimes I think that I’ve broken free
But look around, you can’t outrun a memory
You can only face it, and fight it
Or run from, and hide it
But you cannot deny it, oh

Maybe I’m still
I’m still weighed down
I’m still struggling
Against the strain now
I still feel like
I get pulled down
I get pulled down
Down down down

Below; suffocate me
Hold me, make me feel brand new
Suffocate me
Hurt me, the pain will get me through
Suffocate me
Hold me, choke me til I’m blue
Choke me til I’m blue
Cause everything’s grey now

Nfjdsfnksdnfjkds
Everything everything everything's grey

I, think you’re losing your way
Forgetting, falling in place
Are you in love with the fighting?
Anything that lets you feel something

Cause I’m breaking my bones so you feel right
But look around, this home, no hearts in sight
You tell me, the healing
Feels better than nothing
And lately you feel nothing, oh

I know I still
I get weighed down
But I’m struggling
To break the strain now
Maybe someday
I won’t be pulled down
But I get pulled down
Down down down

Below; suffocate me
Hold me, make me feel brand new

Suffocate me
Hurt me, the pain will get me through

Suffocate me
Hold me, choke me til I’m blue
Choke me til I’m blue
Cause everything’s grey now

Below; suffocate me
Hold me, make me feel brand new

Suffocate me
Hurt me, the pain will get me through

Suffocate me
Hold me, choke me til I’m blue
Choke me til I’m blue
Cause everything’s grey now

Nfjdsfnksdnfjkds
Everything everything everything's grey