Suffering You, Suffering Me

So I saw you turn from me the other night
Right there I knew that I was losing you
And so I clenched my fist so tight, you couldn't see
Right there I knew that I was losing me

And oh, I wonder
Will time wash away or will I suffer?

Suffering you
Suffering me
You came to me in truth
But as a liar you'll leave

You say a week at least for you to clear your mind
And how I felt so sick the whole time
And I was so sure that I was special and you'd be kind
And now I see you watch others go by

Now where will I wander
Will time wash away or will I suffer?

Suffering you
Suffering me
You came to me in truth
But as a liar you'll leave

And all the things you say
That you never mean
How could you be so cruel
And so beautiful to me

And in a year from now I wonder if I'll find
That thoughts of you have passed me by
Or will we stay forever, neither of us feeling better
Do I find something new
Or I keep suffering you

Suffering you
Suffering me
You came to me in truth
But as a liar you'll leave
And all the things you say
That you never mean
How could you be so cruel
And so beautiful to me