Suffer in SIlence

[Verse 1: Fat Dolsk]
Yeah, I'm three years in and still movin'
I've been on go
I feel like a ghost but the show must go on
Sometimes I feel like that I should go rogue
Leave it behind 'cause I've lost all my hope
But that can't be true 'cause this album my fourth
I won't give up, I won't walk out that door
I'm never content, I'm lustin' for more
It's cold in Topeka, I'm stuck in the cycle
Type of shit make a muhfucka psycho
Take a hit now, I'm stuck in a spiral
I'm afraid of the things that I might do
Not suicidal, no I'm not the type to
I'll suffer in silence
Not worried what I'll miss
I'll suffer in silence

[Pre-Chorus: Fat Dolsk]
You can tell me things but I won't believe
I've been begging down on my knees
For a break but I must believe
That it's coming

[Chorus: Fat Dolsk]
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence

[Verse 2: Abstract]
Head down, can't look up or I'm lost in comparison
That's just how the game goes
Levels to the rise but I'm glad I'm aware of it
Everest if I compare to where I was
I don't ever rest, every breath another jump
But it's two steps forward every move I make
One step back just to test my faith
I'm sufferin' for it the moment I dive into it
If I've been sinkin' or learnin' to fly
It's a matter of perspective, that heaven or hell
Or is it delusion? I can't really tell
I'll suffer in silence 'cause anything more
They'll paint me ungrateful and walk out the door
Human condition
I guess we keep wishin' for difference in limits no matter the score
I know the grass stay green (Where you water it)
I know that we all live dreams (But we all forget)
Looking through a keyhole, lost big picture
Everyday people lost in the mixture
Comparison lacin' the light in our screens
Darkening what a life well-lived really means
Live for your story, that's all you control
If you live for another's, start digging a hole

[Pre-Chorus: Fat Dolsk]
You can tell me things but I won't believe
I've been begging down on my knees
For a break but I must believe
That it's coming

[Chorus: Fat Dolsk]
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence
I'll suffer in silence