[Intro]
Benadryl fan club
Well, yeah, I mean, negative, like I was just like a zombie
I had no personality, I would just sit somewhere
Like, me and my friends would just sit in the basement
And just stare at each-other
Benadryl fan club
[Chorus: gutzxx]
N-n-nodding of the percs
Oh, 100mg, moving like a zombie
Suffer, cry and repeat
I wanna die, I can't live for tonight
Oh my god, baby, double homicide
Uh, let's run it back
Oh my god, I'm nodding off these pills
I'll let it kill me just to fucking feel
I let it kill me for the fucking thrill
I'll let it kill me, I'll let it kill me
[Verse: Keta]
Baby, can you cut me? My arms are getting tired
Tell me that you love me, you're nothing but a liar
Never gonna stop the drugs, I'm only getting higher
I don't wanna live like this, set myself on fire
Ugh, all my drugs are designer
I don't wanna argue, I'm a lover, not a fighter
Amphetamines in my bloodstream, keep me wired
I'll never get better, I don't care about your desires
[Bridge: Keta]
I'm a clown for believing you
Slit my throat and die, you left, why should I listen to you?
Manic, getting high every day, all my thoughts are you
No more tears left inside my eyes, I don't know what to do (Benadryl fan)
[Chorus: gutzxx]
N-n-nodding of the percs
Oh, 100mg, moving like a zombie
Suffer, cry and repeat
I wanna die, I can't live for tonight
Oh my god, baby, double homicide
Uh, let's run it back
Oh my god, I'm nodding off these pills
I'll let it kill me just to fucking feel
I let it kill me for the fucking thrill
I'll let it kill me, I'll let it kill me
[Outro: Keta]
I'm a clown for believing you
Slit my throat and die, you left, why should I listen to you?
Manic, getting high every day, all my thoughts are you
No more tears left inside my eyes, I don't know what to do
suffer,cry,repeat was written by gutzxx & keta @yungketaslime.
suffer,cry,repeat was produced by SwordAndSickle.
gutzxx released suffer,cry,repeat on Wed Jul 23 2025.