Sudden death

[Verse 1]
The train, I made it just for you
One year later, I still don't think that I can do it
Turn the light out in the hall
It's been 3 weeks but I'm not sure if I can catch my breath
I think that it's been long enough
Only waiting for the woods to stab me in the chest

[Refrain]
But how do I walk through the world without shame?
But how do I walk through the world without shame?

[Verse 2]
I think I hate you
You don't expect me to let go of you
You wanted too much
Guess I never wanted anything from you

[Verse 3]
If you really loved me, you'd want me dead
You wouldn't miss me, you thought I said
I love you too much to do all that
But I'm not the person you think I am
Don't think I want a sudden death
But I'd never show you who I am
If you really knеw me, put it to rest
If you really knеw me, you'd want me dead

[Instrumental]