​sucha bitch

They told me tough it out
'Cause they cannot relate
If you been through what I've been through
I think you'd feel the same
Matter of fact I think you'd already
Blew away your brain
People call me strong
But they also call me strange

I don't got a lotta friends
'Cause everybody's lame
They left me all alone
I think they were ashamed

I've been 'fraid
Tryna cope with the pain
Tryna cope with depression
The blood always stains
On the side of my mattress
My body lay
I was so afraid
To live lifе this way

But then I had to change
Becausе I was insane
Don't think I'll ever be
Life's so bittersweet
Mine is the sweet
It hurts just to breathe
It hurts just to be

"I should be dead, I really should be
I mean- she can do things, she can draw
And she can make things, and I just do nothing
I can't do anything- no I can't"

It's been eighteen years
I still feel like shit
And yet no one can tell me
Why I feel like this
Been through so many doctors
And they're full of shit
Always writing scripts
For all of my problems
But they never get fixed
Swallow pills like I'm sick
Looking down at my wrist
At the scars from the slits
I'm such a bitch
I'm such a bitch...