Such a Person

This isn't about you
Or the life she's lead through you
Just every passing day
Leaves me wondering what it really true

Expecting to find you
Sleeping soundly
Through and through
Sadness comes misplaced
And ends are means by which to uncover truth

Happiness will come
When you are with the one
Who can take you
To the places you never were but always knew

I'm coming for the ride
And you say
It's too safe inside
You cannot realise it's taking time
And I'm taking it in stride

Yeah it's safer inside
You just can't realise
But you're such a person
Wake up every morning
Every morning with her name in your head

You can't survive
When you say
I'm not half what I wish I was
So much back then
There is no end
And no room for pretend

Feeling only this
I cannot fathom it
There's no escape
From uncertain fate
There is no excuse
Why did this happen to you?
Well can our lies be made up
From what's been left in time

You're feeling time
Crushing at the spine
And you're tired
And I'm tired
We're so tired
Yeah you're tired inside
You just can't realise
What's wrong
Or what it's like to be something on
You've come a long way and I know everything feels gone
Will you see this through?
Or will you say it's through?
Everything feels so gone to you