Stupid

You ain’t never felt no pain like this I’mma write my bars and I’ll toke my spliff
How can I pretend everything’s fine there’s nothing inside I ain’t feeling bliss
Cover the pain with bandz and diamonds need some advice no deno driz
No tears were shed cuz I’m feeling numb but I don’t care cah it is what it is

I feel stupid
Deep in my own head thoughts feel like they’re lucid. Wounded
Why you acting so rude cuz this ain’t even like you, you’re deluded. Ruthless
Tryna make up no kylie Jenner but I feel like I’m covеring wounds - the truth is
We both fucked up badly it’s likе our trusts been polluted. Judas

Now I don’t know how to act, I thought you were different. You’re not. you got me so mad
And I been thinking of ways to numb all the pain. But no more pills it’s bad
All I can think of are my old ways, the smoke and the xans turned me to a sav
Now I just meditate every day cuz it hinders the pain, no cap

It’s time to make amends, no more more following trends
Pop to the shops I’ll be gone for a sec don’t fret don’t stess I’ll be back in 10
Spit a 16 that’s fire like London, in 66 like the back of Trent
If you dare touch one of my siblings rise up no.9 and shoot like I’m Darren bent

Yeah I got bread did you think I stammered but I ain’t posh like bamford
My girls number ten like Marcus rashford, but she never been old Trafford
I’m real like Madrid told Chelsea bae I can't stop I’m a hazard
Can’t toke that bud if it ain’t high grade I don’t do substandard

Stole my flow, and my bars. Didn’t you think I would notice
Slap on the gloves, put on the mask. Cah I’m too sick like covid
Take care of my blood cah I’m still a family guy at my lowest (Lois)
Grind like Brian, hated like Meg but I still make my bread like hovis